So, I have been trying to figure out a way to include my kinky stuff…but without shoving it down folks’ throats.  So, I think I am going to password protect any of the kinky/smutty posts and to receive the password you have to follow the blog or message me a request…something like that.  I shall keep you informed. 🙂 (UPDATE: if you would like access to the password protected posts please send me an email at squishedtogether@gmail.com and I will reply with the password. 🙂 🙂 🙂  )

Regardless I hope everyone had a happy weekend.  My work ethic has been destroyed…this long slow painful ridiculous death of a closure has changed me in a way I wasn’t expecting.  My “don’t give a shit” has increased and my “fuck you” is off the charts.  Why? Because I let it change me. I always (ALWAYS) put myself last.  Whether not stopping to pee, skipping lunch, giving my evenings, weekends, hell…even my health came after work.  However, after finding out all I gave meant nothing and that I will be given nothing (not even a thank you) for how much I cared. 

I need to become stronger. 

…..I think I can I think I can I think I can I think I can…..