Monthly Archives: April 2012

Kinky Stuff…

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So, I have been trying to figure out a way to include my kinky stuff…but without shoving it down folks’ throats.  So, I think I am going to password protect any of the kinky/smutty posts and to receive the password you have to follow the blog or message me a request…something like that.  I shall keep you informed. 🙂 (UPDATE: if you would like access to the password protected posts please send me an email at squishedtogether@gmail.com and I will reply with the password. 🙂 🙂 🙂  )

Regardless I hope everyone had a happy weekend.  My work ethic has been destroyed…this long slow painful ridiculous death of a closure has changed me in a way I wasn’t expecting.  My “don’t give a shit” has increased and my “fuck you” is off the charts.  Why? Because I let it change me. I always (ALWAYS) put myself last.  Whether not stopping to pee, skipping lunch, giving my evenings, weekends, hell…even my health came after work.  However, after finding out all I gave meant nothing and that I will be given nothing (not even a thank you) for how much I cared. 

I need to become stronger. 

…..I think I can I think I can I think I can I think I can…..

Well. Ouch.

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One of the many health problems I deal with is acid reflux. Although diabetes is the true bastard in my life, gastro esophageal reflux disease (GERD) is the total dick beating me down like a bad boyfriend today. It hurts. My stomach acid is boiling its way up my esophagus and I kind of feel like a dragon who could spew out acid and ignite it.
~sigh~ stress is a bitch, isn’t she?
It’s my own fault. There is a prescription for omeprazole waiting to be picked up at the pharmacy, but yesterday I put work (or more honestly–money) over my health–again.
Idiot.
I. Am. An. Idiot.
I need to start caring about my health and my happiness more.
Dammit.
This impending financial doom of joblessness is freaking me out. I seem to keep sliding in and out of productivity. One minute I will be zipping along and working my butt off and feel great and the next minute I go all spacey and weird.
They say the universe does not give you more than you can handle. I need to have a small chat with the universe because I AM NOT AS STRONG AS IT THINKS I AM.
Eighteen more days. I can do this; 18 more days.
For anyone out there worried because I have been quiet on Facebook and/or unavailable by text/phone call/email please know I am doing the best I can right now and I am pulling back and gathering strength. I will be back; just give me a bit. Okay?
Love ya,
-H.

Spotlight on: A Herbert

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I have a Herbert.  He is a brindled puppy who is currently 12 weeks old and 20.2lbs.  His mother was an approximately 30lb staffordshire bull terrier and based upon Herbert’s paws his father may have been some form of elephant.  For anyone interested in what a Herbert looks like, please enjoy his photos below:

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April Fools Day.

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Damn April Fools Day–totally not a fun day for someone working as a Safety person.  I just fell for a fake “vehicle accident” text.  ~sigh~ Every year this day manages to sneak up on me.  This is probably karma for calling my mother at 4AM every April Fools Day while I was in college telling her I was pregnant; but damn–it was funny every. damn. time.  I don’t know what it says that now I wouldn’t be able to make that call to my mother because #1.  She would be thrilled if I got knocked up and #2. I would have to hurt her feelings to say….April Fools.  😦  So, yeah…this day–not my favorite. 

Yesterday I trained people (drag your minds out of the gutter folks; it was work training).  The training was in confined space and I had this huge rush at the end where I felt like I had finally gotten through to them.  I was all gleeful and excited but then uber boss came in and was all yellish and screamy about how long the training was taking.  ~sigh~  I don’t know if this is going to work out…you know, staying here and working for uber boss.  He came back in and apologized which I felt was a good thing.  What will my future career bring?  Hopefully less foolishness. 

Happy Foolish Day. 🙂

-H.